OMEEEEEGODDDDDD!!!!!!!!!!! I WANNA BURN THE INTERNET MODEM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I've just finished a long post this afternoon but when I click submit, there's no internet connection! Hence the page diverts to a no-connection page and THERE GOES MY LONG POST! @#$%^&*

Our home's modem is going gay recently, keep getting dc-ed. I think people shouldn't advertise their product until 101% perfect like that if IT'S NOT! Bummer. Malaysia streamyx have better quality. At least other than not paying the bills on time, your internet never gets cut or dc-ed. It won't overcharge also if you overuse. Like me mom bought the RM 88 package, unlimited. Then my future brother in law added some router to make it go wireless. Here, damn $109 (RM 327 per month) gets dc-ed all the time and if you almost use up your download limit, the internet will be very very extremely unbelieveably slow. AND THEY STILL CHARGE YOU FOR OVERUSE. Pandainye tipu money.

Anyway back to what I tried to blog about earlier. I almost run a 3km distance to uni to hand over my boyfriend's wallet, which without he would not be able to sit his Microeconomics exam because his student ID is in his wallet. He left his wallet with me earlier when we had lunch (he has this weird habit of asking me to pay using his wallet -.- he cannot pay using his own hands one). Then he went to uni and I went shopping for groceries. When I was paying for groceries I realised his wallet is with me. I stare at the cashier for a while stunned. It is very shocking la! Cuz without ID cannot sit exams one you know? I quickly paid and jogged home like a mad woman hoping he'd realised it too and is waiting for me at home. BUT NO. The fella haven't realise -.- Thank God I met Whitney at home, she wanted to go hand in her assignment so can give me a ride to the uni. If I were to run that 3km, I might die on the first km I finish XD I almost kiss her from head to toe (nah she's gonna scream). She parked her car nearer to Great Hall so I wouldn't need to walk so far. Thanks babe! I reached there and started searching for him, going through like 500 very excited commerce students, again like a mad woman. But couldn't find him. I spotted an Asian girl, smily slyly at her then asked to borrow her phone lmao. She's very happy to lend her phone to me haha. Bummer, boyfriend don't bring hp to exams one. Die. Where the hell is he?! I then stood near the entrance so that I can catch him on his way in. Then saw him speaking excitedly with his Korean friend. Deng. I went through all the shock and hyperventilating and he's so relaxed. I went over to give him his wallet, he showed me his student ID. I'm like whaaaaat! Where did you get that from!!! I opened his wallet and there's another one inside! Am I crazy? I almost think I'm abit blur but he quickly explained he got a new ID from the hub. For free some more. Usually to replace your ID you need to pay another 10-20 bucks. Shyiok la now he got two IDs. Jung ji I don't need to gan jiong -.- Whitney drove us home and I settle down by eating this very super yummy yogurt!
 
Whitney recommended it to me and I'm sort of addicted now. I kept going back to kitchen to eat one-two spoonfuls. Because it's very freaking expensive, I cannot finish it at one go lar. It costs $7 for 640gm yogurt. I need to eat yogurt to go toilet smoothly. So it costs RM 21 to allow me pang sai smoothly lmao.

See, it's very healthy too! And the yummy of it is, it's not like normal yogurt. It's not liquid-ish. It's infact more solid than normal not liquid-ish yogurt but when you ate it, it's so soft. Yummy laaaaa! Got some cheese taste too. But that's what I assumed. I wanted the passion fruit flavour but bf took the wrong one. Nevermind, mango is very yummy too. Next time can buy passion fruit.

Yesterday bf very emo o.o I said I don't wanna eat rice because I felt my body has too much carbohydrates. My body felt like it's filled with starch! So I wanna cut down rice and just eat more vegetables and meat (must eat meat la, later boobs shrink). Then he start marah marah, "You don't eat rice later will hungry one! Everybody must eat rice! Eat rice only feel full". Then I scoop abit rice into my bowl, like 
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Then I say I eat this much very bei min already la. Don't make me eat some more. Then he diam. Then I keep eating veges. He marah again "You don't want eat chicken?! Next time I don't buy chicken already lar. Tomorrow don't cook chicken". -.- I said "I gooooooooooot eat lar...you didn't see!!!". *defensively*
He added "You diet what lah. Nobody say you fat. You now eat little bit, later eat supper. MAI SAME! Better now eat alot alot, later don't eat supper". His idea of normal rice intake for a girl is this
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Chisin. Pig only eat like that. And I've been eating that much of rice every dinner ever since I lived with him. He's turning me into a PIG. And he's very happy about it. His friends have been teasing me for gaining weight over the last 6 months, he still very happy one. Usually people would be embarrassed or what. And he's always tempting me with food. When I wanna diet, he bring me go those expensive place to eat. One day eat 3-4 times. Still remember when we're studying, we eat for breakfast, lunch and teatime. Then I'd go home for dinner, at night he bring me go eat dessert. MM FEI JAO GA LA! It's all his fault!!!!!!

Recently I've been browsing Tun Dr. Mahathir's blog. Then saw this comment "Dulu masa Tun jadi PM, satu dunia takde inflation ke?". Lmao. True wert. Everywhere also will experience inflation one. Inflation can be good and bad. Depends how the government react to it and how to take care its rakyat. Now RM 2.7o is it wanna kill people? If the public transport as good as Melbourne's one, then raise until RM 4.oo per litre also nothing to say. But the public transport still cannot match world class one. Who wanna use? The KL Monorail, 2-3 pass by already also cannot squeeze into one. If really is public transport, should consider peak hours and traffic congestion. People here buses and trams and trains very on time one. Traffic jam also will on time one. Efficiency. Rise petrol price people also won't have too much excuse to bising. Some more take tax payer's money and fix so many high ways and make new roads, then increase the petrol price, what you want leh? Want people drive or want people don't drive?

Then I also cannot tahan the discrimination against International Students. What, international students are not students is it? Only locals or permanent residents are allowed to buy concession. What the hell is that. Now we apply visa to live here don't need money is it. We study fees cheaper is it. We work here didn't pay tax is it. We eat here spend here, bits by bits also increasing consumer spending. Percentage of internationals students makes up quite alot in many universities. If not because of rich international students spend and spend, your economy got so good meh! Your branded stuff got people buy meh. Their parents and relatives come visit and boost your tourism sector, you got so proud meh. YIU. GIVE ME MY CONCESSION ALREADY!!!

Also, people who are racist should not be allowed to live in the world together with the rest of us. Should ship them to some remote island, let them live within themselves. Don't mix culture. Built your own government. Don't create what international relationships and shit. Don't trade with other countries. Ask your government don't promote your country to boost tourism. Ask your government don't open up the doors and invite students from all over the world to come and study. Don't idolizes their artists and singers. Don't have anything to do with them at all. See how much can they improve. See how much they earn. See some more can so proud or not. Other race got HIV is it. Other race got steal and rob and rape is it. Other race dirty stupid is it. YIU.

People who always see themselves more superior than others are arrogant and pathetic. They can't accept other people being cleverer. Cannot accept people having better lives. Cannot accept the way they're living is just not right. Can open eyes abit and improve or not?! CANNOT. Will die one. They don't even dare to live outside of their world. If ask one of them, go to some other country where they do not speak the language, see will still so arrogant or not.

I'm exploding because I need to explode now, here before I become so angry I spat all these directly to other people. I believe not all people are racist, but those who are racist are very mean and insulting. Pity Malaysians are too kind, if foreigners came they'd be soooo damn polite to them. Unlike the way they've treated us. Shit.

*above written statements are only directed to racist people*

My landlords have been fighting recently due to house renovation. Whitney overhear today and repeated it to me. It was sooo funny. *You're a f*cking b*tch!!!". "I think you need to calm down". I shouldn't be happy when my landlords are fighting, because I don't want them to fight. But I felt funny because the way Whitney cited it. Hilarious! She say people who go mad and crazy out of a sudden doesn't want you to say calm down. They'd get crazier if you asked them to calm down. True. If I'm crying and boyfriend ask me don't cry, I'd cry some more!!! LMAO.

The girl who loves to cry.

This is the first time in my entire life, I swear, first time I'm spending so much time, so concentrated in studies and revision. Never in my life before, I've studied this hard for an exam. Not during UPSR, not PMR, not SPM, not A-levels and not Foundation. I've never sit down to really study. If you happen to have seen me in libraries, cafeteria, wherever holding notes and books, I'm never studying. Just trying to make myself feel better by staring at notes. Worst is when I study with friends. Omg, the whole group won't study then. End up talking and gossiping LMAO. Used to study for PMR in a classmate's house, her name is  Cheah Shie Yee (I forgot how to spell your name sorry) with Foong Wan. Three of us will take bus to SY's house after school, then reach there, open books for 15 minutes max, switch on DVD, bring out some junk food and HURRAY!!! PARTY TIME. LOL. Then FW and me will take a bus home at about 6-ish. During SPM, I often join study groups with boyfriend's gang. We will gather at boyfriend's house, then because boyfriend's mommy is always at home, I cannot talk so much. Had to 'pretend' to study, but actually dreaming and keep glancing at everyone else. Darn why so hardworking. One time we all slept over at boyfriend's room, 5-6 of us together in one room. Then they start having farting competition. Nasty. During A-levels, I always date friends to go library to study. Never work out. Then study with boyfriend's friends again from PE9, one of the funniest days in my life. We just don't study when Kean Ye's around. He just keep making us laugh. Everyone nearby always jeling us because of him! He's always speaking very loud about something insulting and funny, then we all explode in giggles. Him and Kah Lock. Best partner. And Wai Kang. Then during foundation time, I don't recall doing much study groups. I remember always promise Yuki to go to the common library in Glenn to study, then I ffk her -.- Oh, one time I went to library after the holidays with Christy, Nicole and girls. Study study, then Ker came with Choki choki she brought back from Msia for me. I was so excited, hurry eat one first. Then omg cannot study liau. Then we all talk and talk in very soft manner, giggle after giggles. Then decided hungry went McD. Didn't study lor.

Then now I know, study group do not work for me. I can't study around friends. There's so much to talk! Haha. Now I'm studying alone, writing notes and reading lectures, much better.

Suddenly, very in love with this song.

不该再浪费力气
做些迂回的事情
用眼神直接对你轻声细语
你没有别的表情
总微笑转过头去
轻易解开我传送的谜
如果这样还算不上有默契
至少能代表我们都够聪明
不用再问为什么
不用再说些什么
了了懂了
我们都一直爱着
不用再担心什么
不用再害怕什么
累了睡了
牵着手一起入梦了
wo……yeah
一直算不准天气
错过期待的场景
没在彩虹出现那刻说爱你
你一定善解人意
知道我想的事情
所以下雨不急忙回去

By Tank. I've been rewatching Hana Kimi due to sudden Wu Zun fever.

I haven't been blogging the past few days. Nothing to be blogged about. Sleep, wake up, eat, study, eat, study, eat, study and sleep. Sonic (new housemate at next door house, my landlord bought next door house and rent it out) cooked soup on Wednesday and kept some for me. He asked Yepa "你那个小妹妹要不要喝汤?我们留一碗给她吧". Xiao mei mei pula. Yepa rang me, asked me go get soup cuz she not free to send it over (she got class til 9pm, GILA ORANG MAT SALLEH, SENDIRI TAK MAU TIDUR STUDENT NEED TO TIDUR OKAY). But I didn't went over cuz, very paiseh lar. I cannot just walk over and ask for soup -.- I completely forgotten about the soup thingy, assuming they will just finish it if I don't come and get it. At about 9.30pm Yepa called again ask me "Come get the soup!!! I'm here!!!". Okay I went and get soup. Freaking cold outside. Walked over in my Minnie sleeping gown. Then I sat and chit chat with them for a long time. Came back my own house and reheat the soup. Drink. Yummy.

Today Sam (Taiwan guy-housemate) cooked Taiwanese traditional noodles. Yepa asked us to go eat. Very yummy. Super yummy actually. I'm so going to Taiwan. Then Yepa and me went to Kotara for shopping. I need to buy my facial products. Can't believe how cheap The Body Shop is here. Or maybe I forgot the price in KL. I thought it's quite cheap. I'm in love with the Aloe Vera series and the Vitamin C series. They're so lovely and good on my skin. And I don't get tired applying them. Want to get some lip balm, but Yepa got the one that I want too, so don't want buy the same. The rest lip balm smell sucks. Walked around, should shop for some winter clothes, but end up buying luan chi ba zhao things. Metallic pens and sticky memo papers (pink for me, blue for bf). Then late for our 225 bus, we took 224 bus to John Hunter Hospital (224 bus driver so nice, came down and check out the next bus available back to Jesmond). Change to 226 to go back Jesmond. See how inefficient it is transport in NSW. Can someone go slap the transport minister. Of course, why does he/she bother. He/she might be driving a limousine, with a very chun Amat. I talked so much with Yepa. She's the nicest girl. She's from ShenZhen, so she speak Cantonese! So excited someone from China who speak Cantonese. She spilled tons gossips out, kept me laughing for I don't know how long. And she so sayang me one. Everytime cook nice things keep for me.

I don't know why I typed in such details. Must be striking your eyes reading in bore. But I wanna keep going.

Recently I'm in love with cooking this dessert. Purple rice with glutinous rice, cook until like porridge like that then put sugar. Don't make it too sweet. The purple rice right, when you eat, got abit crunchy. So yummy. My purple rice almost finish already. Just now went to Stockland mall's Asian grocery to buy, no more stock. Then I bought a big packet of mung beans. I want eat more mung beans. Will pretty. LMAO.

Whitney's birthday is coming and we all planned a bbq for her. Nice not. BBQ in winter. And Tania said maybe in the afternoon. I'm like whaaat. Never bbq in afternoon before. Nice try.

Mummy called today when I was at next door house. She asked me she come visit me want or not -.- My mom very dilemma one. She's the mom! She want come then come! I sure welcome her, because first, I very super miss her (miss pissing her off, miss hugging her before sleep, miss her smell - omg my mom has the best smell ever!, miss her cooking, miss her funny quotes). Second, I want her bring me a new phone and all my DVDs and stuff. Third, she can come and stay in my house, my room, don't need go for hotels which is a rip off. But Newcastle is a very boring place, apart from some towns and the city, the place is like dead. I think the uni itself is more interesting. Dung. But full of crazy people coming out at 9pm every night going berserk on the roads. And I haven't bought a car yet, so can't drive her around like my sister did. But mom was very excited about taking buses, I told her buses sucks here and it costs 3 dollars per trip. Rob people saja. Sepuluh ringgit per trip. I also told her I'm running out of allowance. She must bank in soon already. Tak boleh wait the rate to come down already. She say some uncle in Australia is going to give me money. Didn't hear her properly so don't know. I get money then can already la.

I sort of hope my mom will bring my sister. Here takde orang fight with me.

Recently, I'm like a pig also. I slept at about 1am every night, then woke up at 12-1pm the next day. After bf go uni, I sleep again from 3pm until he comes home wake me up. PIG.

I'm a PIGGGGGGGGG! Piku piku~ -.- what does that mean~~~

Because, she dedicated a blog entry for me during my birthday, I'm now going to do the same! I'm so excited for her, because stepping into 20 years of age is seriously, seriously gonna put a smack on all of our faces! In a blink of an eye, we've grown!!! No more 10-ish. I bet she's the least excited person lor, cuz Christy always has the selamba face. Yes I purposely write in Malay language then she can go figure out what I said. Ngek ngek.

HAPPY 20TH BIRTHDAY TO YOU CHRISTY 姐!!!

I put green colour cuz I know she likes green colour.

*Christy 姐, hope you had a wonderful celebration with Rachel and gang! I'm so jealous okay, cuz I can't be there! (Bet you guys go clubbing til late night and need tomorrow whole day to recover from hangover, still remember our funny night? Sorry Big Head, for biting you ROFL) And, all the best to being a dietician, finding a rambut kerinting boy and...and...gosh run out of it...and...COMING TO NSW TO SEE ME!!!!! I MISS YOU ALL LIKE SHIT*

Boyfriend and me cancelled the plan to travel to Melbourne, cuz it's too late to book tickets now. We're just gonna go somewhere near and spend few days, then go another nearer place and spend another few days til the commencement of second semester. But we're definitely going up to Brisbane and Gold Coast at the end of the year before we head back to Malaysia. Time is really going by really fast.

I've been studying alot these few days. Like really alot. Because I've done watching Legend of Condor Hero, so then I don't wanna start another tv series til I finish my exams. I wanna do well, I wanna get those HDs and send them all back to Malaysia like arrows and hit squarely through my mom's chest. Nice.

Mommy called last night. It's always good to her mommy's voice. It's good to tease her. She again said she wanna visit me in June, because she's so tired of working and wanna take a short holiday. I again don't believe her lor, cuz she ffk me in April. LOL. She also said she's going to bring everything I want. I was just demanding all the things I wanted her to mail me. I wanna receive mail packages from home. It feels good to have somebody mail you something from home. Felt very loved okay. I want my Choki Choki and my Alias series.

My big sister is going to Scotland to further her studies in September. She's gonna do Master in Forensic Science. She's such a genius, sometimes I just wanna smack her now small head and give me some intelligence. She's the cleverest big sister ever. Always come up with clever ideas. And I'm the one always come up with stupid and silly ideas. That's why mom so mm fong sam me all the time. I just don't know how my brain work sometimes. I just always think of the impossible. I'm abit sad, cuz I won't be seeing her for one or two whole years. But very happy cuz then I get to use car when I go back to Malaysia. Then my younger sister is getting her P license already next year. Darn. Why she grow so fast -.- In my heart she's still so little and I'm still having the desire of kicking her around the house bullying her. I love to watch Jiney sleep cuz it's so damn hilarious. She have the piggiest sleeping face ever. Then omg I remember when we were very very young, I love to make her cry cuz when she cry, she had her eyes closed and she's got very fat flesh of an eyelid and I loveeee to pinch it! OMG I'M THE MOST EVIL. Anyway back to the car, then Jiney will need to use to car to travel around cuz my mom won't need to fetch her here and there anymore. SO THAT MEANS MOM NEED TO BUY NEW CAR? Excited!!! What new car to buy, start to think now.

Boyfriend very nice to me recently. I'm scared.
      
He made supper for me. I always need food to study. No food cannot think. Must eat. So during exam time I confirmed gained weight cuz I just can't stop eating. 
    
Yesterday we went to the Darby Street Coffee Festival in Whitney's Bumblebee car with Nisha. Lovely outing. There's heaps of food along the street and lots of shopping stores! But I didn't shop cuz I thought about money I need to spend to buy food due to the exams. 
    
Boyfriend and Whitney. She's the funniest. 
    
Nisha, my new housemate from New Zealand. She's a vet! 
    
Me and babies we bought. Very cute, muscly babies model. 
    
Closer look.
There are couple more pictures with Nisha. I'll upload later.

Need to go help boyfriend cook d. Later he "zha kiu". "D

Couple weeks ago I've already discovered there are other inhabitants in our banglo house. I went to open the backyard door one night (downstairs, I live upstairs), to throw a pizza box. Then I saw this little black mice, really very little one sneaking around the dining table. Damn scary hor. I knew there were mice in the house but didn't know so small. I've never seen mice as small as that. Small but fat la. Tania put poison and baits to catch the mice but we don't know anything after that.

Last week I discovered a cockroach when I was doing dishes and talking to Bofei in the kitchen, with Bofei standing behind me. We yap and yap on, suddenly "something" crawl above my left feet. Grasping that feeling, I instantly I stepped behind nearer to Bofei. Both of us were stunned and speechless. I start speaking by saying "你有没有看到?". He say he saw something blackish went over my feet. That time I knew it's a cockroach because when I enter the kitchen to do dishes, I already can smell the cockroach's smell. Only I didn't take it seriously because I thought we were very clean (we are very clean people) hence there shouldn't be any animals or insects invading our upstairs kitchen. Huh I was wrong. Damn cockroach. You might think, wah you so geng ar can smell cockroach -.- Yes I can say I can smell cockroach because they have these distinct smelly smell, like overnight urine or something stinker. I smell them all the time when I was living in Glenn college, that time having students not wash their dishes all the time. I even killed one once using a souvenir paperbag. That smell. Die also can forget.

Few days ago, Bofei told me and boyfriend he spotted a mice in the kitchen. He asked us to be careful.

Just moments ago, Bofei knocked on my door. I went out to see what's so interesting as Bofei is speaking very fast with boyfriend, then I heard "你看!老鼠!". I suspect my boyfriend is blind one lor. He couldn't see the mice. But cannot see also not surprising, because the mice is really sooooooooooooooo small. 5cm! Plus the tail maybe 13cm like that. I was thinking "Dust issit, tak macam tikus pun. Tikus very big one". Then omg it moved. And I saw the thread-like tail. Bofei said something about let's catch it or quickly, think what to do. Then I think the mice wanna run again, Bofei moved so fast. He take off his slipper and keep slamming the mice. The mice tried to run! Bofei, that time squat down already, almost crawl to continue stamping the mice with slippers. Then at last he wear his slipper again, using his feet he stepped on the mice just in case it's still alive. He quickly asked Grace to bring something to wrap up the mice "body". Damn geli! Throughout the whole process I kept laughing and speaking hyper-excitedly. We didn't think the mice is dead. Just faint. Bofei wrapped up the mice and throw in dustbin. I suggested we should've boil some water and pour it on the mice. The three of them looked at me in disgust lol. I'm damn cruel. Cheh, step like that not cruel meh now. Yiu. The mice damn small lor. Mices are so geli. I wonder why people wanna keep hamsters as pets. Although very cute, but they're so little and pathetic. So small, want touch also don't know how. My dad brought home two hamsters when I was very young, my elder sisters very like them. I was okay about it, though at that time I pretend to feel super excited about them since everyone is so excited about them, not nice to ruin the mood. The stupid hamsters chewed off the containers lid. We then put some books on top of the chewed part to cover it up. Damn they chewed the book as well. Once day somehow they escaped and everyone find them like mad in our small terrace house (that time haven't moved). Found one of them under our study table, my sister catch it then it bit her. Haha. Dai sei. Then my dad give away (or killed the hamsters, I don't know) soon after. Anyway, we asked Bofei how he discovered the mice since we're all in our room. He said he heard the mice "chi chi chi" outside our rooms! I was like "Whaaaat?!". He can hear that tiny mice! Very weird meh, I can smell cockroach only weird.

I'm going through the boring-est week. It shouldn't be that boring if I used my time to study. I'm pretty sure there's heaps of interesting stuff to learn and memorize. But I didn't. Instead I spent time watching movies, cooking, sleep and online. Other time during the afternoon when it's warmer, I went down to the our house compound to accompany Jazz (Tania's doggie) sunbathe. Kuser (Tania's other doggie) don't sunbathe. Ben was trying to plan some very nice flowers around the corner of our house's fence, but at one visible spot, there is some flower being trampled on and no growing flowers. Whitney asked Ben about it and Ben said "Oh! That's Jazz's spot". LOL. I laughed like "D

I know I'm being silly but recently don't know issit because of watching too much of Legend of Condor Hero, I kept dreaming myself doing the kung fu moves from the famous JiuYin's Manual <Gao Yam Zhan Ging> fighting some unrecognisable villains. Chisin. 

FINALLY!!!!!!!!!!! I SOLVED IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

FROM 
    
TO
    
Genius or not! Not so la -.- I've tried to solve this on and off since last week. Cracking my head. It's a growing game, where you're provided with all the elements at the side, and you have to grow it til all elements reached the maximum level. Each element is related to each other, so you have to be careful which one you click to grow first. It's so bloody hard for me! But today I cracked it at the third attempt. Geeeeeee.

Yepa gave me something very cute today! It's a "fong long hei". Don't know how to say in English pai seh pai seh. Not pepper spray. Little cute thing that sound like alarm when you pull the key.
    
Yepa say her sister bought in Japan, so she gimme one. She also have one exactly like mine. I ask her got other picture or not, but she say don't have. But this picture also cute, those hamsaps, molesters, abusers, flashers and rapists look like the picture not. Haha. Xie xie her.
Love Japanese stuff man. When I go Japan visit Yuki, I'm gonna buy all the cutest things. Won't shop for clothes or what. Just buy all the cute things maybe I also will bankrupt already.

I dreamt of home last night. I was going to go home from Australia. Then don't know what happened, suddenly I can't go back. Then I cry at airport. Stupid.

I wanna shower liau. Nite nite~

ps: my boyfriend damn funny lor. 23rd may is his daddy's birthday. too busy or what, we both forgot about it. then yesterday they play webcam, saw his dad eating cake, he ask his brother "eh, why got cake geh?". then his bro say is daddy's birthday. funny not. why got cake geh.